Ever since young, i’d pick up energy from my environment that others couldn’t see. I could tell the present atmosphere from walking into a room, almost feeling like a boulder being dropped on me. Experiencing occult beings, feelings aside from the physical realm, but not understanding how to express this in a tangible way.

As I grew older, I shun this part of myself because it made no apparent sense to me. To feel this deeply, but be unable to express to those around me what I understood, felt like an endless curse.

The journey to loving myself and how I interpret everything around me, with a critical eye that is to no fault of my own but a byproduct of my previous lives, has been long and hard. I am finally getting to a place where I can accept these parts of myself and use them to guide me instead of deter me. Accepting this internal truth and finally working with it has taken me to dimensions that transcend what I can consciously express.

These are just some things that I needed to get off my chest. It is the reason why the mundane has never interested me, it is the reason why my physical body and experience is only the beginning of my reality.

The energy of the universe doesn’t lie, all the vibrations you don’t acknowledge are constantly shaping you.

We have the greatest creative energy within our spirit, and can use it to constantly manifest anything we please.

Instrospection is the path to your own paradise. nobody has the answer to your questions except yourself.

Nobody is doing better or worse than you. you are on your own path, your own lane- treat yourself as the unique being that you are.

It’s been difficult for both of us. Being born to be criticized, devoured by the eyes of society. Having to subdue your light, because the thirst of others to consume your body is always done at the expense of your comfort. It has been extremely difficult.

I still repress from looking at men in the eyes, because my suppressed hatred for the ones that have hurt me might resurface. I still feel their eyes inspecting my body, and it feels like burns on my skin.

I still judge my appearance too harshly. Whether it be the dark spots on my chin, or the hair that grows there. My father once told me the stretch marks on my body were only getting worse, and the time it took to undo this hatred for my stretched skin felt irrelevant, because there was always another insecurity that would take it’s place.

I still think of the times that I would judge other women so harshly, only because I was uncomfortable with the concept of myself. I was taught to compete with you, to view you as an enemy. Even though you have suffered, just like I have suffered, I was taught to never admit that to you or even understand you.

How dare we let them step all over us? as if were not the ones that bring life into this world. How dare they step all over us? as if were not the creators of this realm.

I refuse to view our womanhood as a curse. I refuse to judge you. I refuse to view myself as any different than you. From woman to woman: we are here, and we are the answer.

Hello there,

My wish is that this reaches you at the perfect moment. Maybe you’ve been lost in translation like I have, just focusing on existing in the best way you know how. I hope you can grasp on to the words i’ll put forth.

It’s been tough to be human…to have the world on my shoulders as soon as I could consciously remember. Finding my place on this land, where it seems like everyone is moving so quickly while I progressively slow down. It’s taken me what feels like a thousand lifetimes to tap into my internal power, after years of external pressure trying to convince me that there is no such thing.

Once I began to discover these internal energy sources, I couldn’t help but feel cheated by everyone who knew this information, but withheld it from me.

Since I know this now, from one passing soul to another let me just say; you are the divine connection between this reality and the cosmos. You have been given the tools by the universe to break free from the prison that has subconsciously been created for you. If the world is moving too fast for you, and you crave to find your own pace: the only place you need to seek is within yourself.

The concept of humanity is often explored in an attempt to be defined. What it means to be a conscious and sentient being, packed with the brain power to build civilizations. A topic that is constantly expanding, just as the universe does. What does being human mean to you? What limitations have you placed on yourself based on the expectation of what this experience should be? We are constantly being defined by others, rarely by ourselves. My biggest wish is for you and I both to break free from the expectations of others, to define our own humanity.  

Hey all! I started this blog because I love to talk so much about pretty much anything (seriously). Initially I was content using other ways to communicate and get some thoughts out there, but it became limiting. Throughout the journey on this plane, I have accumulated some knowledge that I would like to share with anyone around me who would like to listen. As a soul searching for collectivism, I wish to communicate, teach, learn, and experience as much as I can. I started this in the hopes of sharing anything interesting that I know. Whether it be mental health tips, meditation tips, life advice, or career advice.